12-01-2015 my Eyes of Blue i thank GOD for HIS HOLY SPIRIT that indwells us and i pray that HIS will be done i know if we put all our faith in GOD everything will work out for good and we will be together one day i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron sempre

12-03-2015 my Eyes of Blue i thank GOD for the best year of my life all these moments with you i pray that we can be together again in this life however that GOD's will be done, not my own i pray that GOD will keep you safe and guide your way and that you will know how much i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron sempre

12-04-2015 my Eyes of Blue i already know GOD has answered this prayer even though i have not finished writing it and the day, the moment i prayed it GOD is there right now and here now and there with you the ALMIGHTY Who saved us through HIS SON (ADONAI YESHUA) and abides in us through HIS HOLY SPIRIT it was HIS will that we could have had these moments that day so put all of your faith, all of your trust only in HIM (through JESUS CHRIST our LORD) and know for all the days we've been apart how many more can we be together? -how many days in an eternity- i'll love you for every moment in all of them and every moment i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron for all of eternity if it is GOD's will sempre

12-05-2015 my Eyes of Blue i'll write to you this evening till then listen i pray for you and know i love you you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron sempre

i pray that GOD will guide you through HIS HOLY SPIRIT feed you with HIS WORD and protect you under HIS Almighty wings (Psalm 63) in the Name of JESUS CHRIST our LORD Amen i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron i pray that GOD will let you understand how much that you will always know that you are mine and i am yours and we belong to GOD sempre

12-06-2015 my Eyes of Blue i won't add to this prayer today in music because the words i am writing to you today are so important

Rebecca when i pray this prayer to GOD i pray that GOD will hear this prayer in those moments after i left the room on 17-12-2007 that -then- is the moment i pray this prayer

GOD has caused me to realise that i have sinned greatly in that the words with which i ended that message to you on that day in context of the way in which it is used by your favourite band caused me to have put you in place of GOD and having realised this Rebecca i have to put it right so that our love will be good in the sight of GOD

Mark 12:29-31: "Yeshua answered, 'The most important is, 'Sh'ma Yisra'el, ADONAI Eloheinu, ADONAI echad [Hear, O Isra'el, the Lord our God, the Lord is one],and you are to love ADONAI your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your understanding and and with all your strength.' The second is this: 'You are to love your neighbour as yourself.' There is no other mitzvah [command] greater than these." and in context of us from that day on - read Ephesians 5:19-33

i pray that GOD will forgive us through the faith in the blood of YESHUA HaMASHIACH (JESUS CHRIST) and heal us from the consequences of sin (which is death) and lead us in HIS Way to everlasting life. Amen

i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron sempre

27-06-2015 my Eyes of Blue i'm no longer going to update this site on the 12th of every month the truth is i think about you every hour of every day so to write once a month on a given date is artificial moreover, whilst spending so much time on writing to you how i feel i have neglected writing to you about that which is most important - GOD

now i will write to you whenever and wherever and share with you the truth i discover when i do and i pray that GOD will use me to strengthen you spiritually through HIS WORD so you can grow in your faith in JESUS the MESSIAH, the SON of GOD, because it is through faith that we are saved (never through works, but true faith leads to works/actions) and it is through keeping HIS commands that we can show GOD that we love HIM "For this is the love of GOD, that we keep HIS commandments; and HIS commandments are not burdensome." 1 John 5:3

to start discovering the truth that is GOD's Word, read these:

"Whom shall HE teach knowledge? And to whom shall HE explain the message? Those weaned from milk, those moving from breats? For precept [rule] must be on precept [rule], precept on precept, line on line, line on line, here a little, there a little. For with stammering lip and another tongue, HE will speak to this people" (Isaiah 28:9-11)

Genesis (Bereishis) 1:1 (look at the original Hebrew text - see Scripture scan PDF) Genesis (Bereishis) 22:8-18 Exodus (Shemos) 3:13-15 Psalm (Tehillim) 22 Isaiah (Yesha'yahu) 43:11-13 Isaiah (Yesha'yahu) 44:6-7 Isaiah (Yesha'yahu) 45:21-25 Habakkuk (Havakuk) 2:4b John (Yochanan) 1:1-5, 29-36 John (Yochanan) 8:12-58 John (Yochanan) 10:14-38 Galatians 2:15-3:29 Philippians 2:10-11 Colossians 1:12-20 1 John (1 Yochanan) 3:21-24 1 John (1 Yochanan) 5:11-13 Revelation 1:8, 17-18 Revelation 22:13 *Remember that the oldest New Testament scrolls recognised are Greek translations of the original text

Now this is on a different theme but paramount to what you and i are experiencing every day: Matthew 16:6-12. Think and pray about this so GOD can add this to your 'sword of the SPIRIT' (Ephesians 6:11-20)

i pray that if it is GOD's will, we can find each other again in this life, but realise and hold onto this - that if you and i live our lives for GOD then HIS purpose for our lives will be realised - read Isaiah 55, especially verse 8 - 13. So even if we cannot fathom that which GOD knows in HIS Almighty wisdom, all we can do is trust that HE does know and He will guide us. This i pray for you especially on this day and in this hour.

i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron already and always sempre

02-07-2015 my Eyes of Blue today i'm blessed to be on my way to give thanks to GOD to share the Good News of HIS WORD

i have removed your name from the Sacred Music titles so that Isaiah 42:8 will be upheld because glory belongs to GOD the FATHER (Matthew 6:13b)

but know that GOD knows all of us fully (1 Corinthians 13:12b) HE created me and HE created you Rebecca Gendron and GOD knows every thought and feeling in me when i wrote those prayers and the dance of praise (and that with that i praise HIM for you dancing in praise to HIM) so in everything, always know that GOD knows everything

it's not Sunday, but i pray the LORD's prayer for you (and me) today

i love you Rebecca Gendron sempre

24-07-2015 my Eyes of Blue it's raining here i'm thinking of you and i've been praying for you i love you Rebecca Gendron sempre

12-07-2014 my Eyes of Blue ADONAI knows this there is nothing that i am not willing to endure even for just the hope that we will find each other again in this life i know we will in the life everlasting if it be God's will that we enter His rest not through my own power but by God's Holy Spirit alone sempre 01-08-2014 my Eyes of Blue Remember in ADONAI ELOHIM, ADONAI YESHUA and ADONAI RUACH HAKODESH there is refuge from all the strife in this world. i know that God is in you through His Holy Spirit and nothing can take you out of His protection except if you want to. Know that God is Sovereign over all the evil and He will only permit trials that He knows in His Almighty Wisdom, you are able to overcome. and remeber that God loves you with an unfathomable and unending love because God is unfathomable and eternal. How blessed are we to be God's people through the blood of His Son. i pray that ADONAI will always protect, strengthen and increase our love. except for God's love, i believe this love between man and woman, this love between me and you, is the strongest love there is. in a few hours i'm going to walk around (all day) in the area where we spent a year gathering memories. i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron sempre 12-12-2014 my Eyes of Blue 2 Corinthians 10: 1-11 i pray that God will render the truth of His Word in your heart through His Holy Spirit Who abides in you and that He Who knows my heart will speak to your heart of all the love between us a love that i pray the Almighty will always protect and cause to grow with every passing day with every i love you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron sempre 12-01-2015 my Eyes of Bluei pray God uses every hour that stretches over all these years from when i last held you in my arms and could drink the sight of you to teach me to be the man that He wants me to be for you Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron know that every day is a day closer to when we will be together again i love you Rebecca sempre

my Eyes of Blue i have prayed about this and today i am going to write to you about matters of war because you need to understand and you need to seek further insight from God's Word and through prayer. i strongly recommend Precept Ministries' Bible studycourses but the most important is reading and heeding God's Word, prayer and that super power that you ranked above all else, Love. For God is Love (1 John4:16) (and so much more, but all that is Love) Read Ephesians 6 to learn about the full armor of God for this spiritual warfare. (notice that the only offensive weapon mentioned is the Word of God and Adonai Yeshua taught us (Luke 4:1-13) how to wield it on an occasion when he was tempted by Satan) Remember also that this is warfare against us for believing in God and keeping His Word as He Himself taught us through His Son Jesus the Messiah (Matthew 5, 6 and 7 is such a wealth of Divine Wisdom) And by searching out God's will through God's Word we also find how we are to behave in this war in order to prevail - Matthew 5:39-48 "But I say to you, do not resist an evil person; but whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also. If anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, let him have your coat also. Whoever forces you to go one mile, go with him two. Give to him who asks of you, and do not turn away from him who wants to borrow from you. You have heard that it was said, 'You shall love your neighbour and hate your enemy'. But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? If you greet only your brothers, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? There you are to be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect." and in James 3:17-18 - "But the wisdom from above is first pure, then peacable, gentle, reasonable, full of mercy and good fruits, unwavering, without hypocrisy. And the seed whose fruit is righteousness is sown in peace by those who make peace." So in this war, even if faced with Satan himself you have nothing to fear because 1John4:4 "You are from God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world." Also, know from Job chapters 1 and 2 that whenever Satan and his forces want to do anything to someone who serves God, they have to seek permission from God. Therefore, know that whatever happens to you, God has allowed it, and God will only allow trials that we are able to overcome, not in our own power but through His Holy Spirit. 1 Peter 4: 12-14 "Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for testing, as though some strange thing were happening to you; but to the degree that you share the suffering of Christ, keep on rejoicing, so that also at the revelation of His glory you may rejoice with exultation. If you are reviled for the Name of Christ, you are blessed, because the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you." Also, don't forget the words of Psalm 46 (the female vocal parts were written for you to sing) What i would like to focus on is the insight God has given me through His Word and through prayer and through study of the prophetic writings specifically about the warfare as we experience it in these times. Daniel 12:10 "Many will be purged, purified and refined, but the wicked will actwickedly; and none of the wicked will understand, but those who have insight will understand." (A study of the book of Daniel is a very good starting point for all prophetic scripture in the Bible.) From studying the book of Daniel, God reveals to Daniel, through a dream of king Nebuchadnezzer, and subsequently through a series of visions to Daniel himself, an outline of the succession of the kingdoms of the earth and the establishment of God's Kingdom. This covers details of the Babylonian empire who were in power at the time that Daniel received most of his visions, through the second kingdom of the Medes and Persians then the third kingdom of Javan (which is Greece) and then to a fourth kingdom which took over from the Greeks roughly 63BC namely the Romans. (Daniel 2, 7, 8 and also in details of 9 - 12). The kingdoms are described in Nebuchandnezzer's dream as parts of a statue that is destroyed by a rock and in a later vision of Daniel (chapter 7), are likened to four beasts with various characteristics. The fourth beast is not described in the same detail as the others however Daniel describes it in Daniel 7:19 as follows "Then I desired to know the exact meaning of the fourth beast, which was different from all the others, exceedingly dreadful, with its teeth of iron and claws of bronze, and which devoured, crushed and trampled down the remainder with its feet". Through the study of God's Word it is revealed that it (this fourth beast) is this same kingdom that is still ruling this world and will be until the establishment of God's Kingdom. (note this is the Roman empire, not only Italy, this was just the origin of it, and you will see from the fact of it being described as 'like a leopard' in Rev 13 and comparing that against the beasts in Daniel 7, that it implies the characteristic of being able to camouflage itself. This was an idea taken over by the Romans from the Greeks during their Hellenisation campaign following Alexander's conquering of the known world at that time (roughly 331BC), in that the conquered countries are ruled as before however the ruling class are ruled by the conquerors and so the local population are oblivious to the real rulers) Now, the reason why i mention this is because in Revelation 13 we find a description of the fourth beast of Daniel (and just realise that in Daniel 7 four beasts are mentioned, the fourth beast of Daniel is the first beast mentioned in Revelation 13 and a second, beast (not mentioned in Daniel 7) is described) and we learn that it is through Satan that they (the Roman empire) derive their power to rule. Revelation 13:2 "And the beast which I saw was like a leopard, and his feet were like those of a bear, and his mouth like the mouth of a lion. (read this in parallel with Daniel 7 to get a better idea of what is implied) And the dragon gave him his power and his throne and great authority." We learn in Revelation 12:9 that the dragon is Satan. Now, a second beast is mentioned in Revelation 13:11 "Then I saw another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb and he spoke as a dragon." From reading Daniel 8 and then Revelation 13 i believe that this second beast that comes up from the earth is the media: Rev 13:11 "Then I saw another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb and he spoke as a dragon." And looking at the word for 'lamb' used in this verse it is clear that is a male lamb equivalent to a 'ram' is an adultmale sheep as used in Dan8:20. The word used for 'lamb' in the original Greek is Strongs Ref G721 " 'arnion' diminutive from G704; a lambkin:- lamb." Now G704 is " 'aren' perhaps the same as G730; a lamb (as a male):- lamb." G730 " 'arrhen' or "arsen" probably from G142; male (as stronger for lifting):- male, man." Dan 8:20 "The ram which you saw with the two horns represents the kings of Media and Persia". Rev 13:14 "And he [the second beast] deceives those who dwell on the earth because of the signs which it was given him to perform in the presence of the [first] beast, telling those who dwell on the earth to make an image to the [first] beast who had the wound of the sword and has come to life." (maybe this is in reference to the fact that those who do not believe the Word of God would say that the Roman empire has been destroyed. Remember the description of the beast as 'like a leopard' and what is implied includes the ability to camouflage itself.) To further support this view (that the second beast is the media), look at Revelation 13:16-18, speaking of the second beast: "And he causes all, the small and the great, and the rich and the poor, and the free men and the slaves, to be given a mark on their right hand or on their forehead, and he provides that no one will be able to buy or to sell, except the one who has the mark, either the name of the beast or the number of his name. Here is wisdom. Let him who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for the number is that of a man; and his number is six hundred and sixty six." The sum of the first six Roman numerals, in order: i / I = 1 v / V = 5 x / X = 10 l / L = 50 c / C = 100 d / D = 500 500+100+50+10+5+1 = 666 If we look at the interlinear Bible and lookup the original Greek words used in these passages, we find that the word for 'mark' is Strongs reference number G5480: " 'charagma' from the same as G5482; a scratch or etching, i.e. stamp (as a badge of servitude), or sculptured figure (statue): - graven, mark." Strongs G5482 " 'charax from 'charasso' (to sharpen to a point; akin to G1125 through the idea of scratching); a stake, i.e. (by implication) a palisade or rampart (military mound or surrounding rampart in a siege): - trench." Now the interesting part is this, you might ask yourself how is this mark given? "he [second beast] causes all ... to be given a mark". This from Strongs reference number G5481 " 'charakter' from the same as G5482; a graver (the tool or the person) i.e. (by implication) engraving (["character"]), the figure stamped, i.e. an exact copy or [figurative] representation); - express image." Interesting to note that film and tv productions normally have roman numerals denoting the year when they were produced in the end credits. The 'media' as you know encapsulates a very wide network of mediums and technologies all with the same purpose as described in Rev 13.At this point it will be helpful also to remember that people tend to learn through imitation (emulation), babies learn by mimicking the behaviour of parents and later in life, those who do not learn from the Word of God , tend to mimic the behaviour of celebrities or so called role models, portrayed abundantly in the media. By implication this alludes to the fact that all the characters have the spirit of the beast and of dragon at its core and this will become apparent when you measure what is said, portrayed by these against God's Word. Remember what i told you, if you look closely you can find the evil in everything, in everything where evil is to be found that is. In this our guide is God's Word as the plumb line to measure everything against, which is why it is vital that we study God's Word diligently. From Galatians 5:19-21 (quoted from the Youngs literal translation) "And manifest also are the works of the flesh, which are: Adultery, whoredom, uncleanness, lasciviousness, idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, strifes, emulations, wraths, rivalries, dissensions, sects, envyings, murders, drunkennesses, revellings, and such like, of which I tell you before, as I also said before, that those doing such things the reign of God shall not inherit." as opposed to the fruit of the Spirit (verse 22-23) "And the fruit of the Spirit is: Love, joy, peace, long-suffering, kindness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law; " i know you have experienced this warfare yourself, as have others. (if you decide to study Precepts you will see a good example of the warfare waged by the beasts against one of the teachers, in tv series Lost (episode entitled '316' for example, also movies like 'Men in Black' where you will also notice their love of inverting gender during these campaigns. This movie also parodies demons as aliens which sadly is probably a method by which Satan does deceive some) There is so much to be encouraged about if you think about it, if you read the Bible you know it ends well for us no matter when we live and when we die as long as we believe in God. The beast tramples only on what it cannot devour or crush (Dan 7: 19) and that trampling with the feet of a bear (the bear being the Medes and Persians in Dan 7, and in Dan 8 the ram) this again supports the idea that the second beast in Rev 13 is the media. In all of this, remember: 1 Peter 4: 12-14 "Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal among you, which comes upon you for testing, as though some strange thing were happening to you; but to the degree that you share the suffering of Christ, keep on rejoicing, so that also at the revelation of His glory you may rejoice with exultation. If you are reviled for the Name of Christ, you are blessed, because the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you." John 15:7 to chapter 16:33, i'll say this again, the Words of ADONAI YESHUA are all so vital and so full of absolute Divine truth for our lives, but read this because it will give you comfort knowing that ch16 verse 33 "These things I have spoken to you, so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation, but take courage; I have overcome the world." And remember ADONAI YESHUA (the Lord Jesus Christ) is the Shepherd and He quoted the words of Zechariah on many occasions and just before he was arrested.(John 16:32, Mark 14:27) , Zechariah 13: 7 - 9: " "Awake, O sword, against My Shepherd, and against the man, My Associate," Declares the LORD OF HOSTS (ADONAI TZVA'OT, YHWH TZVA'OT), "Strike the Shepherd that the sheep may be scattered' and I will turn My hand against the little ones. "It will come about in all the land," declares the LORD (YHWH), "That two parts in it will be cut off and perish; But the third will be left in it. "And I will bring the third part through the fire, Refine them as silver is refined, and test them as gold is tested. They will call on My Name, and I will answer them; I will say, 'They are My people,' And they will say, 'YHWH (The LORD, Strongs reference H3068) is my God.'" H3068: "YHWH from H1961; (the) self-Existent or Eternal; JEHOVAH, Jewish national Name of God:- JEHOVAH, he LORD. Compare H3050, H3069 We have this promise also in Ezekiel 36:26-28 and Jeremiah 31:31-34 and in Hebrews 8 (read Hebrews 9 and 10 along with 8) we learn that this is God's new covenant through the blood of His Son Yeshua the Messiah (Jesus Christ) that was spilled so that if we believe in Him, that our sins will be forgiven and through which we are saved. And we know from Romans 11:17-23 that we as Gentiles have been made part of this new covenant, of this promise, by being grafted in: "But if some of the branches were broken off, and you, being a wild olive, were grafted in among them and became partaker with them of the rich root of the olive tree, do not be arrogant toward the branches; but if you are arrogant, remember that it is not you who support the root, but the root supports you. You will say then, "Branches were broken off so that I might be grafted in." Quite right, they were broken off for their unbelief, but you stand by your faith. Do not be conceited but fear; for if God did not spare the natural branches, He will not spare you, either. Behold then the kindness and the severity of God; to those who fell, severity, but to you, God's kindness, if you continue in His kindness, otherwise you also will be cut off. And they also, if they do not continue in their unbelief, will be grafted in, for God is able to graft them in again." Know that i pray for you all the time Rebecca Mae Gabrielle Gendron and know that God is our God and our God is faithful know that you are mine and i am yours and we are God's and God is God and no other ADONAI ELOHIM (YHWH), ADONAI YESHUA and ADONAI RUACH HAKODESH, i pray that You will give insight to Rebecca through your Holy Spirit ADONAI please let her be guided by Your Word and Your Spirit that lives inside her ADONAI i know ADONAI that You protect her from everything that she is not yet able to overcome and i thank You ADONAI that everything she is faced with she is able to overcome, not through her own power but through the Power of Your Holy Spirit (ADONAI RUACH HAKODESH). Please bless her and keep her in Your Word ADONAI. Because You are faithful my God, our God. To You belong the Power and the Kingdom and the Glory and all that exists for You created all. Thank you for saving us all ADONAI. Thank you for saving Rebecca especially ADONAI. i praise Your Holy Names now and in all eternity if it be Your will and i ask all this in the Name of ADONAI YESHUA. Amen